July 22, 2009

Wake the fuck up.

Any problem that I have with myself, any anger issues or emotinal restraint, lack of understanding or compassion, hatred, ignorance or disgust..

..I completely and 100% blame on him.

And no, it’s not an ex. It’s much, much worse, because I have two “father figures” in my life and both of them suck in completely different ways.

I’ve been so, so good at being happy this past month. Now I KNOW I need to get out of this house as fast as possible.