February 2010
1 post
Did you miss me?
I’ve been hiding out here…
January 2010
1 post
melawesome.tumblr.com →
Time to dump old baggage!!
And when the time comes.. there will be a link for my new style blog, too;D GAASPPP staytuned.
December 2009
1 post
“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do...”
– Mark Twain
November 2009
1 post
Go Yankees!
Yankees win the World Series on my first night in New York. Good sign? I’ll say yes!
So, I’m running around today to find a “rent-paying job,” as my mom puts it. Need nailpolish remover, ASAP. Something tells me that black nails (from Halloween) might not go over well in interviews.
My new room is blindingly white. I inherited the previous roommates furniture, which...
October 2009
12 posts
funniest.dream.ever
so, after what started as a creepy weird dream turned out to be one of the funniest ever.
the first was some creepy Hannibal Lecter type dream that involved someone creepy stealing my corn snake, Alvie. I dunno. I have this amazing ability to wake myself up when dreams are lame, so I did. It was 3am.
My next dream was about moving.. some cute guy was helping me move out my bedroom furniture....
plungers are severely underrated.
INTERVIEW IN NYC FOR SELF MAGAZINE INTERNSHIP!! FRIDAY OR MONDAY!!
getting out.
I’ve been looking at apartments on Craigslist ALL DAY! Hopefully my NYC friends will get back to me, tell me I can stay with them next week, I’ll book the train ticket and SEEYAHHH.. next time i’m home will be to pick up my stuff:D
i hope. ihopeihopeihope.
Daily ToDO
Tomorrow I Will:
-Wear high heels -Search for an apartment -Not be depressed -Do some freakin’ laundry -AND hang up the clothes.. -Not worry about.. him. -Appreciate those who DO care about me
..to be continued. today, i rest:(
Last night was a trainwreck. Today, I’m looking up flights to NYC. I hope my peoples get back to me soon so I know where I can stay!
Basically.. I need out of here!
Things I Want Part 2
:The “But Are Kind of Outrageous, therefore I will probably never own them” edition
Shoot me, but I love the look of an oversized faux fur vest. This one is $318
Victoria’s Secret Thigh High Boots (for Halloween and beyond!).. $89
I’m ready to own a flippin’ iPhone. If I’m gonna move to the city.. I feel I need a smartphone. Something I can Google in...
i’ve been doing so.well.
but last night i found out you have a new girl.. and i’ve been trying so hard to keep back tears ever since.
i don’t even know what i’m fighting against..
September 2009
10 posts
I was just on Andrew Z in the Morning on 92.5 promoting the fashion show!! That was fun:D I kinda wish I took pictures with the crew..
“Listen Mototo. You better treat this lady like a queen because you my friend,...”
–
-Melman
Want.
WeSC Oboe Street Headphones - Lime Peel
Tory Burch ‘Jaden’ boots
Chanel ‘Dragon’
Lady Grey bone bangles
Playing model.
I have been playing model for the past month and a half and I’m so sad it will be over in a week. Running around for hair consultations, fittings, runway practice.. being in pretty clothes I can’t afford and meeting a ton of new people. I wish I could do this every day:D
Be there if you’re in the area this weekend.. it’s all for charity, epicrocksfashion.com
dressing...
My first rejection letter!
First of all- can I just say how shocked I am that a top-level editor at a very, very high-influence magazine personally wrote me a rejection letter?
Not shocked that I was rejected, I mean, it was a long shot. The application was for an internship that called for receiving college credit. I know, sadface. However, a personally tailored e-mail from said top editor nearly floored me. I wonder if I...
ok so i'm a whore:(
I gave in. I couldn’t prance around without someone at least DISCREETLY knowing I was carrying a Coach. I went to the store and they gave me a brass hangtag- for free (to be honest, my main intent was to get some leather cleaner..)! OH YEAH, and the saleslady told me she had the same purse in black. It was originally $500!
I kind of want to go back to Clothes Mentor for that pretty little...
scorescorescorescorescore
There is NOTHING*, and I repeat, NOTHING, better than getting a great deal. Exactly what I needed to lift my spirits!!
Mom decided to buy me a purse for my birthday.. apparently the one my best friend made me last year, that is now slightly tatty and needs a wash, is not good enough for job interviews. Sooo we scoured the city, meaning Macy’s (AMAZING Michael Kors.. for $350), TJ Maxx...
“Be pretty if you can, witty if you must, but gracious if it kills you.”
– attributed to Elsie de Wolfe
August 2009
9 posts
It’s my birthday!
Went to the zoo with my ex.. thing. It was fun:D saw some fucking monkeys.. no really, they were doin it.
also saw a hippo poop. that was funny:D
got some sweet pics with my digital, and some hopefully sweet pics with my film fisheye. finally got the pics that were on it developed, they turned out pretty sweet so i’m excited for this:D
now time for dinner.. Texas...
sky highhh
I love weardrobe, but I feel like everyone is always wearing heels. Thus, I doubt anyone is really wearing these outfits farther than a block away from their houses.
At least, that’s what I would do;D
my egyption astrology..
Geb:
People ruled by Geb have engaging personalities, are sensitive, modest and occasionally narcissistic, but can rise above vanity.
Colors: violet (male), rose (female)
Compatible Signs: Set, Horus
Dates: Feb 12 - Feb 29, Aug 20 - Aug 31
What’s yours?
love. →
Riddle me this..
Ever have a crazy ass dream and just KNOW it has to mean something?
Back with the boyf. On a trial. Went over to his place last night after some drunken funness at Jamie’s. This was the resulting dream:
I’m in a musical. I’m Batman. I think it’s a Batman musical. Regardless, I’m an important character.. so important, in fact, that I don’t think I have to look...
The optimist in me hoped I wouldn’t be spending my supposed-to-be 9 month anniversary alone.
The rest of me is realizing that’s probably how it’s goin’ down.
Vote for me!! →
Please click that link to vote for me in a modeling competition!! I don’t really get some of the scoreboard leaders, though.. I had 90 views before the voting even started, some of these girls have 100s of votes and 100s of views!
July 2009
28 posts
If we were still together, I would have found your perfect birthday present.
…
But since we’re not, I guess I didn’t. (Good thing he doesn’t read this.)
Day 2. This is rough:( We talked last night.. guess we’re on “break.” I think they’re useless, basically waiting around until one persons decides whether they can or can not live without each...
i don’t think i’ve ever cried so much in my life.
i think i’m single.
Wake the fuck up.
Any problem that I have with myself, any anger issues or emotinal restraint, lack of understanding or compassion, hatred, ignorance or disgust..
..I completely and 100% blame on him.
And no, it’s not an ex. It’s much, much worse, because I have two “father figures” in my life and both of them suck in completely different ways.
I’ve been so, so good at being happy...
Yesterday was a great day.
Had a garage sale with my aunt and Grandma- made $32!!
Attended this thing called the Runway Rivalry.. I think i’m pumped to try to start modeling again!
Got a haircut the day before.. but I’m still rockin’ it today! Love my new bangs (so far).
Just an all-around good day:D
